almost a year since you left us far too soon Alan, still very hard to believe that you aren’t on the end of the phone. Every Facebook memory that comes up from me has a like or a comment from you and it is both heartening to know that you kept abreast of everything going on in our lives and heartbreaking that we will not get to talk to you again. Rest easy big brother, I hope that you are having a session in heaven and know that you are never far from my thoughts. Elaine xxx